4.9.08

trance shizzzoo









lange drifting away


andain beautiful things


ATB- here with me


george acosta- trust


# Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them.....when the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips, you miss them?

# Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had?

# I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head...to no more than living size when they are brought out....

# Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...but if you don't, you might break theirs.

# Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

# Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

# Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

# Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all.

# Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? Or fell for your best-friend in the entire world, and then sat around and watched him/her fall for someone else?

# Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

# We tell lies when we are afraid.. afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie.... the thing we fear grows stronger.

# Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever...






A tear is shed for broken hearts,
As Faithful friends, do depart,
A wasted bond which has been spun,
Weakened, battered and undone,
And always vengeance in the way,
But still their tears drop, day by day,
Wishing things could mend and heal,
But anger is all they wish to feel,
Scared to admit that they may long,
To one day, fix the things gone wrong.
But till the day of mended pain,
Both shall struggle to maintain,
Their ignorance to their mistakes,
Their empty care that friends did break,
No one knows, what future holds,
But two true friends do unfold,
It came so quick, without demand,
But as for now, it’s in their hands,
For neither knows what other feels,
But both must know what all is real,
The memories of the endless times,
The pain that seems in constant rhyme,
The mending power which they confer,
The reality of longing for,
And now lies the day which needs an end,
To leave it stay as broken friends,
Or to work for things that they do long,
But either way, they should move on.
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30.7.08

old old tunes i used to dance to

fuck fuck fuck,,, these were big when i was in high school..ayyyyy

Binary Finary- 1999 (Best version released)


Timbaland-The way I are (Better off alone Remix)


Alice Deejay - Better off alone (Elmmmu's trance remix)


4 clubbers children


4 CLUBBERS - CHILDREN (hard version-fast)


Sash! - Together Again
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excellent tunes here

Cut Copy - Hearts On Fire


Van She - "Strangers"


Lights & Music - Cut Copy


The Presets - Talk Like That


Muscles - The Lake


made concrete- the republic tigers

Ghostland Observatory- sad sad city


metric-succexy


Eskimo Joe - New York


STARS - Look Up


Wolf Parade - Fancy Claps


The Magic Numbers - Love Me Like You


Pink Squares by I Was A Cub Scout


I Was a Cubscout - Our Smallest Adventures


Scene of The Crime- Hot Little Hands


FALSE START: I KISSED A GIRL [ katy perry cover ]
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29.7.08

lots of new music videos..

Our Life Is Not a Movie or Is It? - Okkervil River


Pioneer to the Falls - Interpol


Kid on My Shoulders - White Rabbits


Arcade Fire - Keep The Car Running


Arcade Fire - No Cars Go


Arcade Fire - Intervention


7 Stars - Apples in Stereo


The Western States Motel - Powerlines


Foals - Balloons


Foals - Cassius


Mystery Jets - Young Love


Foals-Mathletics


The Wombats - Let's Dance to Joy Division


No age-Eraser


Flight of the Conchords - Ladies of the World


Fleet Foxes - White Winter Hymnal


Band Of Horses - No One's Gonna Love You


CSS - Rat is Dead (Rage)


dntel-rock my boat


mum


Múm, Green Grass Of Tunnel
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25.7.08

are you fucking serious?

i really dont want to like anyone at all... and i tried.. and ugh
i wish i never did.. i wish i wasnt a fucking flush.......
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21.7.08

I need a fucking change

her space holiday





Ivy-thinkin about you
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16.7.08

Fucktacular music........

Tegan And Sara- This is everything


Cat Power - Song to Bobby



M83 - Kim & Jessie


Grapevine Fires by Death Cab for Cutie


BEACH HOUSE - GILA


Knocking on Heaven's Door



the magnetic fields- xavier says


The Afters- Beautiful Love


Her Space holiday


Mae- Everglow


Jack's Mannequin - Dark Blue


Death To Los Campesinos!



The Smiths- that joke isny funny anymore


Dream Academy-Please Please Please let me get what i want


Primal Scream - Some Velvet Morning (Feat. Kate Moss)



Tegan and Sara "Like h like o"
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Exquisite tunes

Asobi Seksu - Thursday......(exotic animal paradise is great too!!)


Belle and Sebastian- Piazza, New York Catcher


2001 Space Odyssey - Orbital Halcyon- movie Hackers


Natalie Imbruglia - Pigeons and Crumbs


MIA- paperplanes


Metric - Monster Hospital:remix


The National- "Apartment Story"
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MUST SEE documentaries

Red without Blue---- this is the story of two twins in which one is gay and the other transgendered...


Chasing Ghosts: Beyond the Arcade----- this is the story of the arcade mania in the 80's and its incredible...


CRAZY LOVE TRAILER-- crazy story about love and crime... and a tabloid story from decades ago... must see


For The Bible Tells Me So - Trailer------doc about homosexuality.. EXCELLENT


10 questions that every intelligent Christian must answer---- this is the best video and explaination... might be offensive to some....


Oprah denies Christ----- I agree with Oprah here


Homosexuality is it a choice?----this is a good cartoon like doc


Ghosts of Abu Ghraib...Guantanamo bay prisoners and the torture they went through and our shitty government


Girl 27-- in 1937 MGM tricked 120 dancers and raped them all.......fucking insane


My Kid Could Paint That TRAILER---- amazing talent of a small child who paints like Picasso


Iris Chang The Rape of Nanking Movie Trailer---In Vietnam thousands and thousands of women were raped..


No End In Sight - Movie Trailer - Bush Admin and Iraq-- this says it all


Protagonist Trailer----


The Rape of Europa-------fucking watch! the more you know the better!


war/dance movie trailer------Set in Northern Uganda. story of war and anguish as a family participates in the annual dance festive..


White Light/Black Rain: The Destruction of Hiroshima and Nag------ victims and their stories from the atomic bomb


zoo trailer----- the story of the guy who practiced bestiality and died from it... weird but good..


Roman Polanski: Wanted And Desired (HBO)-- husband of sharon tate.... him raping a minor and him escaping the US


Ganja Queen-- this reminds me of Broke Down palace.. Girl is stopped with pot in Indonesia and she says its not hers... in that country carrying that will cost her her life..


HBO 9/11 Documentary Telling Nicholas--- telling a 7 year old boy his mother is not comming home from work at the world trade centers..


Last World


"Hear And Now" Trailer--absolutely amazing.. 2 elderly couple gets surgery to regain hearing they never had.. MUST SEE


She's a Boy I Knew - Clip #4 - "Initial Reactions"..transgender


Addiction----the title says it all


Hookers. Documentary Trailer-----------says it all

Born Into Brothels---Wonderful Wonderful movie.. About child sex rings in india and how these intelligent children try to escape that lifestyle


trailer "capturing the friedmans"--Picture perfect family... years of sexual abuse and pornography captures the real truth behind this secretive family..



Cult Killer "The Rick Rodriguez Story" I saw this on A&E one night and wow........ Rick was born into a Cult followed by his father who demanded open sex with family and friends. Very irritating..Rick made a video of his pleas for help and then killed himself the next day...

http://www.xfamily.org/index.php/Ricky_Rodriguez_video

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Brillant Daniel Johnston

I had no idea about daniel until about over a year ago when i was flipping though the channels and started watching his documentry.... and wow was i amazed.. hes brillant.. and just a genius.. i love his artwork.. and wow..Daniel has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. He once toured with sonic youth but his disorders totally took his mind over.... this is a list of artists that have used his music...

Matt Groening. Kurt Cobain, Tom Waits, Pearl Jam, Beck, Sparklehorse, Wilco, Yo La Tengo, M. Ward, fIREHOSE, Justin Furstenfeld, Bright Eyes, Teenage Fanclub, Matthew Good, Mercury Rev, Built to Spill, Peter Kember (Sonic Boom from Spacemen 3), Spiritualized, and The Flaming Lips


the devil and daniel johnston--trailer for the documentary.. MUST SEE




Somethings last a long time video

here is a link to see his artwork if u want to buy any..http://www.worriedshoes.com/
here is his offical website: http://www.hihowareyou.com/
here is all the info on him: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daniel_Johnston
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14.7.08

The Rakes, STD, The Spinto Band, Stars, Wolf Parade

"According To Plan" by I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness




Your worst is the best - I love you but I've chosen darkness


Wolf Parade I'll Believe in Anything


Primitive radio Gods "Photobooth"


Stars "One more night"


The Spinto Band "Oh mandy"


The Rakes "Work WorkWork"


Saves the day "Nightengale"


stars
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Mogwai, South, Los Campesinos..etc

mogwai auto rock


micheal stipe in the sun


Joseph Arthur "king of the pavement"


Jesus and the Mary Chain "just like honey"


Iron and Wine "Boy with a coin"


Peter Bjorn and John "amsterdam"


Peter Bjorn and john "objects of my affection"


Los Campesinos! - International TweeXcore Underground


Los Campesinos - You! Me! Dancing!


South - A Place In Displacement
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Coldplay, SP, South, Nada Surf

Youth group "Forever young"


South "Paint the silence"


Nada Surf "If you leave"


The Afters "Beautiful Love"


Phantom Planet "I dont mind" acoustic


Ryan star "Last train home"


Modest Mouse


ColdPlay "Lovers in japan"


Smashing Pumpkins "Crestfallen"
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12.7.08

Saves the day, dredg, SDRE..etc

the best live performance dredg



Dredg - Same ol' Road (Music Video)


Porcupine Tree "Fear Of A Blank Planet"


Circa Survive - "Act Appalled"


joy division "love will tear us apart"


new order "blue monday"


ian curtis- control


morcheeba "love and fear"


morcheeba "trigger happy"


mae "summertime"


Jimmy eat world "my sundown"


Saves the Day "Driving in the dark"


Saves the day "driving in the dark acoustic


andrew bird imitosis


camera obscura- lets get out of this country


the decemberists- here i dreamt i was an architect
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11.7.08

Girl Divorced at 10... Im fucking pissed

i dont fucking get it.. i dont understand.. i dont like this.... i understand people have their cultures and things are a way of life.. but i think this has crossed the boundary...... I dont like to judge.. but this has offended me


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Dregg...fucking beautiful...

flippin badass
amazing







FOALS, HUMMER



Radio 4 - Enemies Like This



Sleepercar - A Broken Promise



Ólafur Arnalds - 'Fok' live on Kastljós, RÚV TV Iceland
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One Slowdance.....

flippin badass













fucking RUFIO rawks my shoes.....

Rufio "one Slowdance"

Discover Rufio!


Rufio "In my eyes"


Discover Rufio!


AWESOME Madonna Cover Rufio- "like a prayer"


Discover Rufio!


Rufio "She cries"


Discover Rufio!



City & Colour - "Hello, I'm In Delaware"



Dynamite hack- Anyway



Further Seems Forever - "Snowbirds and Townies"


Get up Kids "Over Due"
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10.7.08

The Orange... and my Birthday

What a fantastic picture..........

Photobucket






Online Videos by Veoh.com





and can u fucking believe it.. my birthday is in 3 months from today....uugghhh
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Damaging..... and Coldplay

I have so much to write.. so much shit i need to get out and just type away for days and weeks.... i need to really think and get what i cant say out loud, out on something.. so maybe this is my outlet.. i dont really need another journal.. but what else can i do to vent...... my friends have their own lives and shit goin on and im just not even going to bother with sharin my psychedelic world to them so much...... my foster mom actually emailed me 3 days ago.. i havent talked to her since i left kentucky in 2001..i cant believe i was going to join the army.. uugghh.. and the only way i got out was moving to iowa... I left everything and everyone i ever knew.. its just weird.... im on a mission... i want to go to a cool place and think.... i want to go talk to someone.. i want to go volunteer at some place where reality can hit me in the face.. i want to be free from the inside.. i want to be excited about writing my book again.. i need to work on my goal of writing my stories and getting them published... oh i cant wait.........


Discover Coldplay!
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Dashborad Confessional and Requim for a dream








and a slower song......








and if i could dance to any song....... or do drugs and listen to a kool song, id be this song.... i FUCKIN LOVE IT....

damn great remix.....







and one of my fav themes from a movie
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I want a girl who.....................

i want a girl who is.......................

laied back,
cool,
loves music,
love animals,
loves art,
can teach me spanish of some other language,
who is about as tall as i am (5 '3)
who is kinda quiet,
reserved in a sense,
who dosent like to party too much,
who loves life,
who is optimistic,
who loves going to shows,
who is openmided,
who can laugh and make me laugh,
who is pretty,
who can be girly and boyish in a way,
who is just comfprtable with themself,
who is not into drama,
who is committed,
who is sure of who they are,
who is able to think on their own,
who is loving,
who is not condecending,
who has long hair,
who is sexy,
who is unique,
who can listen to me and ask my questions,
who is ok with silence,
who can value me..........


oooh yea and a girl who can watch the olympics with me!!!!!!!!! lol
i know that sounds dumb... but i really enjoy wantching them.. FUCK yea!

i think if i have this i will be ok........ i realized by talkin to my best friend stephanie that i am all of those things.... she said that thing about me is that i am very real.. and optimisitc.. and that i am always happy.. and that i am a great person.... i am very into pleasing other people... and yes i am.... i just want a kool chick...... and when i went out to the bar tonight i realized everyone is about drama.. or each other exes.. or justinto themselves.. and the thing is is that im not... im new here.... but im different..
i want a chick who is calm and fun....... and someone i can talk to.. yea..........


just my thoughts for now...........

ciaozzzz suckas...
nina
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Im a Perfect LIBRA

Libra - Symbol of The Scales

Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring.

Librans are doers. In spite of their need to be liked, and reluctance to face confrontations, they are surprisingly strong-willed. They set out to accomplish their goals and will find ways to succeed one way or another, usually by using their wit and charm. The "iron fist in a velvet glove" approach is one key to their success. When such ploys are ineffective however, they can become uncharacteristically aggressive and determined to solve the matter then and there. Their change of attitude in such situations is usually effective enough to catch others off guard and allow the Librans to gain control. If they become convinced nothing more is to be gained no matter what they do, they won't hesitate to walk away from a situation with no further explanation or thought of returning. The Scales are Libra's astrological symbol and Librans require balance in their lives. In relationships, they invariably give back in kind what they have been given.

Venus, planet of beauty and social grace, rules Libra. They get emotional, physical, and psychological pleasure from beauty in all forms. Books, music, flowers, and perfume are typical delights. If their environment is not esthetically pleasing, they can become unhappy without even realizing that their surroundings may be at least partly responsible for their depression. For Librans, social grace begins with good manners, extends to high level diplomacy, and ends with abhorrence of disagreeable confrontations. When forced to endure a fractious environment, they lose ability to think or function efficiently. They promote peace and harmony, and will invariably opt to bypass hostile confrontations whenever some equally effective method can be employed. Though they need partnership and association with other people, they do not like crowds and attempt to avoid them whenever possible.

In their personal relationships they show understanding of the other person's point of view, trying to resolve any differences by compromise, and are often willing to allow claims against themselves to be settled to their own disadvantage rather than spoil a relationship. They like the opposite sex to the extent of promiscuity sometimes, and may indulge in romanticism bordering on sentimentality. Their marriages, however, stand a good chance of success because they are frequently the union of "true minds". The Libran's continuing kindness toward his or her partner mollifies any hurt the latter may feel if the two have had a tiff. Nor can the Libran's spouse often complain that he or she is not understood, for the Libran is usually the most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and the most ready to tolerate the beloved's failings.

"Libra" conjures up the image of free-flowing, peaceful airy climates in a Utopian world composed of goodwill and good acts, ruled by fair and loving creatures. LIBRAS tools are their well organized Scales, symbolizing to others their most positive attributes: honesty, fairness, and justice. LIBRAS are a Cardinal sign, they are fast travelers; the sharks of the zodiac. Taking the short cuts and when they move towards an objective, they prefer top speed.

Libra is the zodiac sign of Partnership. Their energies are focused on melding and combining with other people; they are at their best in personal relationships. Born under the sign of the Scales, they strive for balance and harmony and are happiest when their environment is ordered and serene. Because Librians try to be all things to all people, there is a general impression that they are indecisive. The exception is when they are denied a privilege to which they feel entitled. Librians have a reputation for stubbornness, but that's because they are a stickler for fairness. They resent being treated unfairly and become upset at inequity in the world at large.

The Libra lovers are the most quintessential romantics among the zodiac. Venus ruling, they have an idealistic view of love and togetherness. Once these people fall in love, they start thinking of marriage. Libras don't enjoy romantic suffering. Whenever they are disappointed in a relationship, a Llibra will spend a little time grieving and then move to another partnership. Affectionate, warmhearted, sentimental, naturally optimistic, they do everything in their power to please. LIBRAS stock in trade is charm.

The Libra friend have the ability to weigh the pros and cons of an idea fairly and without Bias. Libras are very social people; they make good friends and great counselors. They love giving parties, and they have talent for making people feel at ease. Although they may seem superficial at times, anyone who knows these charming Libras understands that they have an intriguingly profound side to their nature.

Librans can exert impressive physical energy but the stamina they need to do it tends to run in cycles. They work hard, play hard, and then collapse into inertia until nature restores the balance and their energy returns. Addicted to the luxuries and creature comforts of life, Librans have a lazy streak, especially when it comes to physical exercise. Few of them will walk if they can ride. Fondness for rich food (sugar is their biggest weakness) makes it necessary to get proper physical exercise. However, if they have not been thoroughly indoctrinated to the virtues of physical fitness from childhood, and in the meanwhile nothing or no one has come along to inspire them to stay in shape, they simply turn into marshmallows. Tennis, hiking, horseback riding, skating, and aerobics are a few activities with special appeal for Librans.

Libra colors are ivory, pink (or rose), turquoise, and blue. Vulnerable parts of the body are the kidneys, lumbar region of the back, and ovaries. Lower back pain, and the problems caused by too much sugar or rich food are common complaints. Libra's birthstone is the opal. This unique gem consists mostly of ordinary sand and water. Just as hidden water in opals cause the fire in the gem, there is more emotional content than is apparent behind the brilliant flashes of the Libran intellect. Libra rules flowers in general but particularly appropriate blooms for Libra include roses (white or pink), daisies, violets, asters, and orchids.
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Cedar Rapids Flood of '08

wow... i just moved from Cedar Rapids iowa to Dallas... and wow... i feel so horrible for my friends and loved ones there.... its sooooo strange.. this was my home... Im thinkin about everyone!!
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A Description of myself

Im going to list descriptions of what others say or think about me and then ill go ahead and say what i think about myself..... hmmmmm...im in a pensive mode now..

I have heard people say: Im peaceful, thoughtful, amazing, the coolest person they know, a good listener, laied back, quiet, fun, understanding, compassionate, that i would do anything to make someone happy, that i care too much, i give too much, i am too good, im weird, im funny, i have a big heart, i have great taste in music, my eyes are beautiful, i have perfect teeth, i have a nice smile, i have weird facial expressions, im smart, i mumble, i talk slow, i am unique, i have cool tats, i am short.. LOL ok ok i ran out of things to say..lol.. but yea...........

ok so what do i think about myself???

sometimes i feel really weird around people...ok alot time i feel that. i feel like im so abnormal that sometimes i have anxiety.. yea i used to be on medicine for this but its not soooo bad. i just get nervous and jittery at times..i feel weird because i feel like im so different... i feel different because of the things in my life.. new town, new friends, new family, new weather new everyting.. i feel different because i listen to music that alot of people has never heard of before.. i love things that most people dont care about or dont take the time to learn. I feel different cause i find beauty in weird abstact findings.. like buildings.... i feel weird cause i like going to asian grocery stores to just look around. i feel weird cause i love libaries... and bookstores... and love going to animal shelters to pet animals.. i feel weird cause i dont like to touch people much.. and i dont like to be touched much.. i feel weird cause when im standing next to someone in my mind im thinkin about that invisible box around me and how maybe someone is invading it and how i can scoot over..lol.. i feel weird cause i sometimes i forget i have tattoos all over my body.. i feel weird cause i dont really like to dance... i feel weird cause when im listening to music im listening to drums... not bass.. thats kinda why i dont like hip hop music.. i feel weird cause sometimes i feel like i have to act giddy when i really dont want to.. i feel weird cause im not scared of bugs or spiders or snakes... but i am scared of them if they are dead or anything thats dead and rotting... make any sense??....i feel weird cause im so laied back... cause im ok with just sitting and watching people.. im ok with solitude.. I think im weird cause i lack the things i should be doing at my age when im probably alot smarter than most about life issues....i feel different when im around people who speak spanish when inside im angry at my mom for giving me up as a kid to white adopted parents who never taught me spanish...and growing up in areas that were not spanish speaking..and not having any clue really about the hispanic culture..i feel weird when people assume i speak spanish....maybe kinda like i sometimes assume they speak english...

i feel different because i feel like i need people to understand all of this about me.... and most of you who are my friends know some of these about me....... some more than others but yea..... but all these differences have mad eme who i am..... and im very comfortable with meeting new people and i know that most people like me for who i am and stuff... but inside im always thinking about my differences.. and how some things i have are gifts i can offer others.. and how i meet people and their gifts are passed down to myself.. i think about life as a catch-22.. and how inevitable things are.... and yea..... i feel weird most of the time.. and i know everyone has their quirks...but i think if u are my friend or girlfriend its important for you to know these things about me in order to try to understand me as a person and why i do the things i do... lol... so if ur standing too close to me and i scoot over then u know why im scooting over!!! lol or if im in a car with you and i see a dead armadillo on the side of the road and im freakin out.... you will know why...LOL... haha....

hey being weird isnt that bad huh??...lol

the end of my thoughts.....

oh yea p.s..

so i have this kind of obsession with going to www.postsecret.com on sundays to read people's confessions..... if u have never been to that website i URGE you to check it out.. i have a few examples in my photos.. but yea... every sunday they have a new slew of selections.. but i also have a obsession with going to www.mydeadspace.com to read about people who have died who have myspace pages.... and u can see their myspace and kinda peek into their lives.. and see the comments their friends have left.. or read blogs with people talking about suicide or things we dont like to talk about... and seeing some people leaving traces of help before they died... kinda morbid i know.. but sometimes i think about if i got into a car wreck and how most people wouldnt know i have died cause no one knows my password on here... to tell anyone i died... and how my myspace would be gone..... yeeeeeeeeeesssssssssss did i mention i am weird yet??? LOL
ok ok ok ok im not that obsessive shooot...lol.. im just typing whatever is on the tip of my brain...ok ok i always write too much!!

bye fools!!
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My teenage stride, sigur ros, and Belanova

i must say Sigur Ros is one of my top 3 bands of all time....

And i want to go see them in Chicago in October... im obsessed with them.



Their music really helps me...









If anyone want to join me in this adventure to see them let me know...
i love this so much......








A Shoreline Dream "Love Is A Ghost In America"

My Teenage Stride - That Should Stand For Something

Belanova "Nino"... thanks to marifer for this recommendation!...

i just love this poppy tune.... sweet..








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9.7.08

Songs that make me sad.. shoot!!

Here are a few sad songs that i can think of at the top of my head... esp with it being 3:05am right now.. uuggghhh.. ive gotta go to bed and get some sleep.. ive gotta get outta this habit of sleeping late.... and not goin to bed til the crack o' light... anyways.... my slow sad songs.....

Dashboard Confessional- remember to breathe
this song has remained one of my fav songs since 2003...I do like Dashborads older tunes rather than his new stuff.. this song reminds me of being excited of someone.. and going on a date... and having anxiety.. nervous.. and how u want everything to be perfect... just about antisipation... and vulnerablity...


Something Corporate "Konstatine"
This song isnt even on any of their albums.. too bad they broke up.. i saw them at the warped tour in 2003 in nebraska... i met them and really admired andrew... he went all crazy with his piano on the stage.. i liked him because he was different.. but Konstatine is about someone u love who is confused.. and how no matter how much u are with that person.. or do whatever u can to show them how u feel, they still may not feel the same.. its about wishing.. wishful thinking.. how love is dumb...


Johnny Cash "Hurt"
this was the last video mr. cash made... and how beautiful it is.. i think this song actually allowed him to cross over to a younger crowd that made him more famous.. due to this song for sure.. this song has the most amazing lyrics... i adore it.


Snow Patrol "Set the Fire To the Third bar"
This song is beautiful... about missing someone that is far away.. and how you are searching for some connection with that person and its described through a map and drinking.. and i love this song........... ayyyy


Damien Rice "9 Crimes"
Infidelity......... purely.....im amazed by Damiens voice.. this video is just so excellent as well... so powerful and moving...


Stars- Personal
This song is about meeting someone online... and how you are searching for love or something less.. and how being let down hurts alot.. excellent vocals as well as lyrics...


Thursday "War all the time"
I am a big fan of Geoff... hes got a nice nice voice.. this song is sooo powerful..
So sad.. sad that we grow up a way but things change around us so much.. wow...


Snow Patrol "you Could be happy"
this is an important song for me... This is about a break up.... "Somehow everything i own, smells of you" omg i love this sad sappy tune..
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A half ass post....

Ive been working hard on this blog for days now... and its kinda stupid cause i havent written anything in it other than shit about music... in a way i kinda think of this has a hard drive.. in case if my nosey and inconsiderate nephews were to erase my shit here on the computer id have my music videos and such on here.. All this shizzzzo is alot of work..

what a boring fucking day.. i havent seen my friends in a long time.. im sure they see each other.. but its kinda hard to see them when i dont have any money or a job.. And i dunno.. im sure ill find new friends... and im just too consumed with my family now.. and everything is just stressing me the fuck out.. i kinda wish i had a girl i was interested in.. or someone that i actually liked whos interested into me..
and its been like 2 months now since ive had sex and yea i think im sexually frustrated..LOL... like damn i wish i can just whore around and just fuck people without thinking how fucking gross it is but i cant.. i gots to know the chik before i know her shit... anyways.. here are some tunes.....

and stephanie passed out again!!! holy shit steph~ my coconut...


oh yea i cant believe scarlette johanasen has that song out.. fucking weird.. "Anywhere i lay my head" sounds just like Sinead o' Conner..


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Playradioplay
cobra starship
Angels and Airwaves
Clap your hands and say yeah
Dynamite hack
Sparta
Mindless self indulgence
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This is PlayradioPlay.... he is from houston and so talented.. he reminds me of hellogoodbye


Decipher Reflections



song like this make me wanna do drugs
Cobra Starship- the city is at war


wish i had some big woofers so i can tear this song up
Angels and Airwaves- Everthings Magic



i can listen to this song over and over and over.... i love how u cant really understand a fucking word hes sayin.. love it.. amazing song..
Clap your hands say yea- Over and over


My fav song by them is "Anyway" by the lead singers sister.. but this song cracks me up.. so fucking old..lol..
Dynamite hack- Boyz in da hood


Sparta is pretty ok.. i was pretty sad to see at the drive in break up.. but hey shit happens.. but this song is jammin
Sparta- taking back control



mindless Self Indulgence- Shut me up
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