Damaging..... and Coldplay

I have so much to write.. so much shit i need to get out and just type away for days and weeks.... i need to really think and get what i cant say out loud, out on something.. so maybe this is my outlet.. i dont really need another journal.. but what else can i do to vent...... my friends have their own lives and shit goin on and im just not even going to bother with sharin my psychedelic world to them so much...... my foster mom actually emailed me 3 days ago.. i havent talked to her since i left kentucky in 2001..i cant believe i was going to join the army.. uugghh.. and the only way i got out was moving to iowa... I left everything and everyone i ever knew.. its just weird.... im on a mission... i want to go to a cool place and think.... i want to go talk to someone.. i want to go volunteer at some place where reality can hit me in the face.. i want to be free from the inside.. i want to be excited about writing my book again.. i need to work on my goal of writing my stories and getting them published... oh i cant wait.........

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